I’ve been running for the past week on fumes at work.
It’s not that I need a break. I need a change.
I’ve started consolidating my life a bit. Forcing myself to save some money, eat at home, bring lunches to work. Hopefully I can save enough to get my own place eventually after I pay back a bunch of people and pay down my card.
I ran rampant so far this year with my finances and I’d prefer not to have to live paycheck to paycheck forever. It’s also a plan that if I can save enough to hold myself over for a bit I can transition to doing something that I really want.
I’d like to go back to writing and dancing. I feel stifled that I don’t have time to create in the ways I would like; nor that I have a schedule that I really feel agrees with me. Even if I get a full nights sleep I’m still hard pressed to wake up on time.
My life isn’t IT.